Friday Night Jollies

11/20/2009 10:43:00 PM Posted In , , Edit This 0 Comments »
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*I spilled wine on myself as this picture was being taken. I rock!

Being crafty, drinking wine and getting a little sleepy. Might have to hit the hay soon. I really want to have a productive weekend!

LUVS!
Kelsy

Just for Fun - Wardrobe Remix

11/19/2009 06:00:00 PM Posted In , , , Edit This 0 Comments »
Ya know how sometimes when you feel like crap, if you shower and get dressed up and act normal, you can subconsciously make yourself feel better? Well, I'm not sure if its true, but it worked for me today.  If you couldn't tell from my previous post, I've been feeling a little under the weather lately.

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So, today at work we had a mediation and I thought I'd dress up a bit.  I hadn't worked a full day in a week, panic attacks, so I was anxious to get all snazzy.  Seriously, I woke up this morning and wasn't a shaky, nauseous mess, it was a good day!

I bought this shirt at VV when they were having their 50% Veteran's day sale. It's a little boys shirt, maybe a uniform? I don't know. I really liked the plaid trim on the pleats and even though the sleaves are a little short, I roll them anyway. The skirt was a hand me down from my mom... damn, she was skinny, that thing was kinda snug on me. Not sure if going with the cinched waist was the best idea, but I made it through the day without issue.

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Started the day with a green sweater, lost that after a while. I wear a lot of layers, but I really don't like that layered feeling.  I'd rather be light and comfortable... the heater under my desk at work can keep me warm. :)

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And of course, tights. Gotta have the tights this time of year. And then my surprisingly comfortable 4in booties from GoJane.  Add some sterling accessories and a pretty plaid flower in the hair, and I think I came up with a pretty cute outfit. Note to self (however): Do more crunches.  Yes, skinny gals have flab too.  I really should have worn my Spanx (okay, my cheap Target "Assets" knockoff.)

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Yes, I am wearing bright yellow fingernail polish. Cheerful, eh?

Skirt: Hand me down
Shirt: VV $2.50
Tights: Walmart $5
Booties: GoJane $25

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Open Letter - Probably TMI

11/18/2009 08:51:00 PM Posted In , , , Edit This 2 Comments »
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Dear Panic Attacks:

I hate you.  I HATE you SO much.  I hate that you have a such a strong hold on my life.  I hate that I can't control it.  I'm afraid that I will never be "normal" without medication and Doctors and misery.

It seems like its been worse this past couple weeks and I don't know why.  It's like I have less control.  Like those little tricks I've learned to help stop my PA's in their tracks.  But they aren't working.  I was thinking it might be because I'm on new birth control but I don't know.  I have a Doctors appointment next week and hopefully things will start to look up for me.  I just don't know what to expect anymore.

I miss being in control of my life.  I hate that its now controled by medications and panic attacks.  That I have missed out on birthday parties, holidays, date nights, bedtime stories.  I am no longer the friend, daughter, wife and mother I once was.  It's effected every facet of my life.  And I am just at the mercy of my PA/GAD.  

Even work... I've only been able to pull half days lately.  It sucks.  I feel like a failure.  I'll be feeling perfectly fine and then... WHAM! I get hit.  My hands shake, my forehead sweats and I can feel it creep up my chest and it gets hard to breathe.  My stomach starts to churn and... then its over.  A day, maybe two...  I try so hard to control it but I can't.

I feel like a failure.  As a wife, as a mother, as a person... what I'm doing, this isn't life.  This is not living.  This is merely getting by.  Day to day, never knowing what will be thrown at me.  I miss my husband.  Yes, he dotes on me, and takes care of me and does more for me than I could ever ever ask, but he deserves a wife.  Someone who can dote on him.  My daughter deserves that too.  But I feel like no matter  how hard I try, I can't get over this.  

No one wants it more than me.  I know it stresses Hubs out, my boss... my mom.  I forget, ya know, with all that is going on with me, about the people who depend on me and how much this is affecting them too.  I don't know what to do.  

*Sigh*

I just want to be me again.

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What I Wore This Weekend

11/09/2009 09:29:00 AM Posted In , , , , , , , , Edit This 1 Comment »

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I found this coat at Value Village for $10.

It was a men's XXL and WAY way too large for me. Even belted, I'm petite and I was swimming in it. So... I decided to alter it. I am NOT a seamstress. I don't sew. I own a sewing machine but I don't know how to use it.

The thought of cutting this awesome jacket terrified me, but I decided to try my hand at a full scale alteration. Using a jacket I owned, I made a template and pinned everthing to place. Making the first cut was hardest, the point of no return. It took me several episodes of the Office on Netflix, but after a few hours I had this AWESOME tunic/jacket that not only FIT but looks super CUTE!

As a dress - belted with leggings (confession-I promised myself that I would never be caught dead in leggings... bah!)

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With jeans, still belted. Basically the same outfit as above but with jeans instead of leggings. Definately more my style! With a "vintage" Dooney & Burke that I am "borrowing" from my Mama.

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Did I mention I love thrifting?

AND just an FYI for all you thrifters out there... all clothing at Value Village is %50 this Wednesday, Veteran's Day... I'm sure I'll be there.

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PS - Sorry there are no before pics... I suck. I forgot. Maybe next time...

A Fort Fit for King Max

11/08/2009 08:11:00 PM Posted In , , , , , , Edit This 3 Comments »
I've been inspired lately. 

Both crafty wise (still no scrapbooking... still jaded) and just in general. Goose and I, okay, I built a fort today. I actually surprised Goose with it. She wasn't really paying attention to me; she was too busy watching "Getchter Gadget" (Inspector Gadget on Netflix.)

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A fort worthy of King Max and the Wild Things! 
(And hopefully Miss James and Elsie too!)

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When I Grow Up...

11/06/2009 03:19:00 PM Posted In , , , , Edit This 0 Comments »
... I want to be Keiko-Lynn.
She is so pretty.
Delicate Asian features and lucious lips (jealous!) even a pretty beauty mark.

Pretty Make-up
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Pretty Hair
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Pretty Dress
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Pretty Blogger
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Dollar Store Gloves

11/06/2009 01:31:00 PM Posted In , , , Edit This 1 Comment »
So my mom bought some really neat finger-less gloves from Target the other day. I am totally jealous. And I had just been to Target earlier that day. I guess it wasn't meant to be. Meh, I'm sure I'll buy them once they go on sale. Anyway, I wanted a pair. And then the lightbulb went off in my head. I could always try to make a pair.

I found these cool arm-warmer gloves at the Dollar Tree. They are the same as the cheapie knit gloves but they go all the way up your arm and you can kinda scrunch them down. I got a bunch of colors before I even got the idea to try this out just cuz I thought they were super cool.

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Taking each glove, I folded the fingers inside themselves and pinned them down, leaving the top open so I could still sew them. Once each finger was sewn, I turned the gloves inside out and snipped the fingertips off.

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I made sure each glove matched up and hand-sewed about a quarter inch seam on the inside of each finger. I didn't really know what I was doing re: knit/sewing, I've never really worked with it before. So I have to tuck in my seams and they look a little scrappy. Any tips on finishing them up would be greatly appriciated.

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I still think they turned out pretty cool, and they were pretty easy too. I definately dig the fingerless gloves. And the fact that I only spent $1 on them makes it all the better!

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Super Fantastic

11/04/2009 05:40:00 PM Posted In , , , , , Edit This 2 Comments »
I love my online friends.  

Especially those who stuck by me during all the madness that went down this summer.  Thank you thank you for being there and understanding and being compassionate wonderful people!

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You are each getting a pair of these earrings. They are made of coconut shell and have a dainty solitary black pearl. I made a pair for me so we all match. And every time I wear them, I will think of all of you!

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PS - Ms. Froggy, send me an email with your addy! You "won" my little contest the other night and I would like to send you a pair of earrings! Thanks!

Style Muse: Cat Deeley

11/03/2009 08:15:00 PM Posted In , , , Edit This 0 Comments »
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Cat Deeley, of So You Think You Can Dance fame. 
Everything I am not. Tall, blonde, leggy. The epitome of beauty. Her personality is so SO cute and her hair is to die for. I love her to death. She is definitely one of the best things to happen to this show!

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Halloween!!

11/03/2009 10:58:00 AM Posted In , , , , , Edit This 3 Comments »
I actually have more than two pics to post BUT my memory card is seriously failing me right now and won't let me upload anything, so, I'm gonna have to add those pics later. I thought I would at least share these two right now, since I know you are all dying to know what exactly an Angel Pig looks like.

Trick or Treat!
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Emmmy-monster (biker chic), Harley-beast (pirate), and Goose, my little Angel Pig .
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Rockin' GooGoo style!
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Ever wonder where I get it? Now you know?? My pops loves Halloween!
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Just Meezy - bored while Hub played beer pong...
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ENJOY! I'll be back to post more later tonight.
ETA- I hope you all had great Halloween's!!!
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Pick of the Patch

11/03/2009 09:50:00 AM Posted In , , Edit This 1 Comment »
I know I said I'd post these like a week ago, but remember the crud Goose caught? Well, she decided to share. Laid me out for like a week. No joke, we got back from the patch at 5 and by 7 I felt like I'd been hit by a truck... pretty much till the next Friday. Sucked. But now the house is healthy and I can post some over due picks.


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What I Wore Today

10/24/2009 09:33:00 PM Posted In , , , , Edit This 0 Comments »
A new wardrobe re-mix!  And okay, I'll be the first to admit I am a little over dressed for the pumpkin patch, but I was really hoping to score some good pictures.  Maybe a family one, but that didn't happen.  Oh well.  I'll share some of my wardrobe pics with you now!!

I look "gourd-jous" don't I?
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*Photo Cred: Goose (She's getting quite good with the camera these days!)

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*Photo Cred: Hubs
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Shirt: Old Navy $4
Tank: ON $5
Skirt: Thrifted $10
Jacked: Tommy Hilfiger $35
Tights: HUE $10
Boots: Kmart $20
Scarf/Bag: Big Lots $5 ea
Belt: Big Lots $3
Jewelry: Charlotte Russe $.99 ea

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PS - I plan on posting the rest of the pics from our Pumpkin Patch trip tomorrow, so check back for more pics... of Goose! LUVS and SWEET DREAMS!!!!

Halloween Dry Run

10/23/2009 09:13:00 PM Posted In , , , , Edit This 3 Comments »
Can you guess who I am?

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Dress: ModCloth $50
Apron: The Dollar Tree $1
Belt: Value Village $2
Necklace: VV $3
Sterling Pearls: Silpada
Headband: Dollar Tree
Bumpits: $10
Fake Eyelashes: $5
Photo: Rollip Pro

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PS - Hint: You have probably eaten and/or baked my food.  (Prize may be involved if you are the first one to post the correct answer, and it shouldn't be hard since I've been talking about it for a long time.)

A Sick Little Goose

10/22/2009 08:59:00 PM Posted In , , , , Edit This 0 Comments »
My poor little one is sick. She has a fever and sore throat. She's been sleeping up a storm. I just wanna cuddle her and kiss it all better. But as with all things, this too shall pass.

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I sure do hope that she gets better soon.  She may be obnoxious when she is feeling better, but I'd take that child any day over this mopey, sad, sick little beebs.

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As Seen on TV Thursday

10/21/2009 10:46:00 PM Posted In , , Edit This 0 Comments »
I think I have crossed over from mom who blogs to Mommy Blogger.  I have features on my blog now.  Yes, that was feature"s", as in more than one.  First we have the Wardrobe Re-mix posts, then... new this week... Wild Thing Wednesday (and of course there's always "Wordless Wednesday" or "Friday Favs" for an easy cop out) anyway... I am going to start doing an "As Seen on TV" post on either Tuesday or Thursday.  This week, its Thursday.  Maybe I won't do it next week... maybe it'll be Tuesday. You know me and blogging, I'm still a little commitment-phobe. Not that I don't love you all. really its not you, its me. Hahaha! 

Okay, so the plan is to just try out different products and talk about it.  At the current moment I am not paid by anyone, nothing has been sent to me, all this stuff I have bought out of pocket.  But maybe its just me, but I'm kinda a sucker for the "As Seen on TV" shit... stuff on commercials even. Why limit it to infomercials?  That said... if anyone would like to send me products to review, I will happily accept them if you are willing to accept an HONEST review of your product.  

PRODUCT REVIEW - BUMPITS
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My first choice iss "Bumpits." I gotta admit, I was a bit skeptical. I have pretty fine hair and I can rarely get things like this to work. But I bought it to use with my Halloween costume (I'm going as a HOT Betty Crocker. Cupcake, anyone?) and I also bought this nasty 60's style bouffant wig. The Bumpits couldn't be worse then the wig and for $10 it wasn't a huge loss if they didn't work.

On the way home (Hubs was driving) I read the instructions, they were a little hard to follow; but once I got in front of the mirror I found them really easy to use. Not only that, but they are comfortable. There was one time that I hit my head on the roof of my car... (I wasn't really paying attention to the extra height of the Bumpit)yeah, that kinda hurt a bit.

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The medium size works great for every day use, adding some height, but not so over the top you can't wear it to work. I especially like the half-up/down styles, pinned back styles, ponys and headbands. I will probably use the large or even double Bump-it (yeaz, thats right) for Halloween.  These are really versatile and totally worth the $10 I spent. PLUS, now I don't have to wear that nasty wig.

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*Medium Bumpit, front and side view
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*Large Bumpit, hair down with a skinny headband.
My hair will probably be something like this for Halloween.
I'll probably curl it though.


I wore it in a pony the other day and I think I may try it down or pinned back. Either way, this is a really fun product to play around with. I bought mine at Best Buy (of all places) but I'm sure you can find it at Walmart or Target or online someplace.  Maybe if you are lucky, you can find a BOGO deal and share with a friend!

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